I get pissed off at the fact that I get pissed off so easily. Why am I so perturbed all the time? What am I trying to get at? What is the real and underlying root cause that is leading to such impulsive anger? Is it justified that I am venting that anger that is ultimately directed at myself to my parents. I am sorry that they have to tolerate my shenanigans but markedly angry at myself for again not talking to them in a better manner. Why did I have to tell them to be a bit more real with me? Why did I lose my cool over insignificant trivialities? Am I sliding back to my old bad habit of being the "Angry Young (not applicable anymore) man" who is always pissed at the world? I really hope not
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