Lights out Alice!
I have come to conclude (possibly incorrectly) that I am more of a doer than a presenter. Sadly, my skills reflect the fact that I am more of a bullshitter than an actual doer. I may want to do things, but apparently I am good at pffaffing about things. I procrastinate to the nth degree and to the last of moments and then cobble together a second grade concoction and then sit down and ruminate about what could have been. This is aided by the fact that I will spend inordinate amount of time thinking about a plan, theorising and visualising case scenarios which could and couldn't happen, accounting for solutions for each of them and what I would do to account for that setback, all the while not actually getting anything done. What a waste I am!
I am good at visualising things, figuring out case scenarios, finding solutions to most situations and understanding how to get things done. Actually getting up and getting them done, well...that's a different ball game altogether! I think this has been my biggest letdowns, the fact that the energy brought to the table at the time of conception is at least a thousand times greater than the energy shown at the time of getting down to the brass tacks and executing stuff. I need to work on this.
Hopefully I can improve myself over time Alice and keep my head straight!
P.S: I am also very good at pushing people away and then brooding in the fact that I have no one around me...what a joke!
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