Lights out Alice!
Quitting has been on the top of mind recall these days. Exacerbated by all the background shenanigans, most of which I detailed in my last post.
When I start staring off into the distance and thinking, which is quite often these days, I just think it wouldn't be much different if I just quit. Stopped trying. No fear of failure or retribution if I up and quit in the first place. I would like to lie in that situation and make myself believe that it doesn't matter anyways and that nobody will be affected, at least not for long, or not more than usual.
But then when I reach this stage, I also ask why. Why not just do it. Why not see it through if failure is all but guaranteed? Why not make the best of whatever this situation is or not? Why not let it flow and not worry about extracting the most out of everyday? Why not take it slow, have patience and let life show you the way?
I know these sound cliched, but they do make sense. Hopefully I have the patience to stick it out
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