Been a while

 Lights out Alice!

I know it has been a while, life took over and decided to fill my schedule to the brim. Oh what an irony, isn't it? I like being busy but when I am choc-a-block busy I am miserable. I want to do things, but within my comfort zone or just one foot out of it. I get immediately flustered by new things that I do not know the ins and outs of. I seek control and fair understanding of anything that I am going into, hence would not be comfortable  I am a walking contradiction I guess. The days I have no human interaction, I generally go out and seek a bit of it but when I actually interact, I find that I am just wasting my time. 

Why has MBA taught me to be okay with mediocrity? To be okay with not maintaining a routine? A rigour that gets things done, day in and day out, whatever be the circumstance. Why is it that people spend so much time over frivolous things and not enough on things that actually matter, on things that will actually make a difference in the long term? In the right people? In gathering the right surroundings around them? In thinking the right set of things that will propel and inspire better thoughts? Why is it so difficult for me to work on improving myself? To be better? To put in the time without thinking of a return on investment on a daily basis. Just work. Go all in!

Sorry Alice, that I haven't been around much, but hopefully will be back when life has destined me to come back to you.