Lights out Alice!
Most of the times I do have a lot to say. About everything mostly. As usual, given my lack of discipline, I fail to write any of them down in time anyways. Most of my thoughts just get lost in inner dialogue which is just sad given that there are some good arguments and self realisations that I come across. Furthermore, the ability to describe places are way better in my head versus when I actually get around writing them down.
Don't forget the fact that I am scatterbrained and it is very hard for me to stay put and complete a line of thought. Thoughts come flying at me at the speed of sound in all directions, my brain reacting and processing it even faster, (most of the time at the expense of thinking critically and originally) resulting in the fact that I jump into different schools of thought without actually completing the first one.
The only saving morsel of a saving grace is that this shit head sometimes comes back to the original thought and since it had swam across a deluge of garbage to get back here, the second take is somewhat easier. Don't take it to mean that I will actually complete my train of thought this time around though. Nope, I still go off on tangents. Case in point, I am returning back to this blog after a gap of three days. But since there were many parts of this story and it would be too much for me to complete all of it in one go, I decided to break it off into smaller parts in an effort to ensure I actually finish something which will then help the next part and the one after that.
Fingers crossed Alice to see if I follow through and see this out.
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