Complacency's back...oh how I did not miss thee yet it has creeped back in my life, slowly and surely. A simple measure of me just being aimless and not proactive in giving direction to my day is the fact that I haven't blogged in over a month.
P.S: Note that 31st Nov was a pretty happy day because of the news from my sis.
Update from 3rd Dec: I messed up today. Again. With the data. I feel so pissed at myself for time and again making the same mistake of not QC'ing the numbers correctly.
I am so stupid. I don't deserve to be here, or anywhere for that matter. I keep F***ing up. People around me are smart and I just can't get the basics correct.
I have been slacking off. Royally. I haven't actually moved ahead towards my goals only further behind.
I am wasting time, doom scrolling, mind numbing binging.
I suck.
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