Note to self: Anime series Rising Impact was pretty good
Reminded me:
1. I love the thrill of competition, but more so the drive, the preparation, the unwavering focus that it brings out in everyone.
2. I miss having a drive. I miss having the purpose that made every action, every break, everything I did more meaningful. Taking a break is only fun and worth it when I have done something meaningful.
3. I hate being distracted all the time. I hate not finishing something that I start. I hate being someone who does not follow through. Unfortunately, it is an issue borne out of both ADHD and not being disciplined enough. I want to do so much, but I just don't have the follow through or the drive that turns normal people into achievers.
4. Sadly, all of the above means I have brought myself down to a slacker. I am barely meeting the standards and am failing more than I am succeeding.
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