Wednesday, 8 February 2017

Do i really need somebody to be there with me?

Lights out Alice!

Do i really need another human being? Someone to be there when i need to be emotional, to let my feelings out and to let somebody know that i actually care and go on narrating the scores of instances that i actually cared but kept quiet.

Do i need human company, because it is like an addiction, gives you a high that you can't resist and leaves you with a remorse that you never want to feel again yet you go back to doing the same thing again.

I should be able to resist the temptation, not to give in (just like i say i will with my addictions). But i can't. I really hope you don't detest me for saying this, but then i would have to care.

Me, my emotions, my problems and my obscure vision of reality are all i need.

Lights out Alice!

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