Thursday, 16 June 2016

The summer of opportunites

"No, you will not be able to succeed. You will just burn through money and have your hopes and dreams dashed. Don't do it. Quit right now."

Lights out Alice!
One looks forward to the moment when the light cracks through the never ending darkness to keep going through struggles in life. "Yes, it will all be worth it in the end", that's what we keep telling ourselves. Sadly though, sometimes (actually,a lot of the times) the light just turns out to be a entrance bulb to another dark room. Another struggle, another fight.

My fight is with latency, with inability, with indecision, with laziness, with me. I am fighting myself. If i wasn't already hard to control, there are these temptations that surround me and make it just that bit harder.

I have also learned the dark art of lying to myself and pretending that i haven't. So lying subconsciously, if you want to be specific. " I really don't need to play right now, but i will do it right now because i am going to fail but i will be alright and maybe pull it out of the back with a little harder work on the later stages." Got it? You are not supposed to since this is supposed to be a convoluted story that your brain tells your brain.

P.s: The above behaviour is called PROCRASTINATION. You may have met this guy (or girl depending on who is reading).

No comments:

Post a Comment